Funk

So... I'm in a bit of a funk today. I don't really know what's wrong. You'd think I'd be all hyped up and happy because its a Monday and I"m not at work.... but.... well.... I'm not.

It's wierd not working. I mean, don't get me wrong, its SO nice to have the time off. And I really did need it. But I just feel like there's no point to my day. Ya know? Perhaps that's a bad thing... that I feel like my days have no real meaning unless I go to work. Hmmmm.

But yeah, I was pretty excited to ride today too. I slept in a bit, then checked my emails and took care of some shit, then went to get Ar and Eric lunch but was all ready to go riding after that. It's not super nice out... but not rainy like it has been. So I went to the House of Roast Beef (I know... sounds yummy doesnt it hahaha) and got our lunches. But the freakin bag with my sandwhich in it leaked ALL OVER MY PANTS. And it was cole slaw juice that it leaked... and lets just say it looked like a big, fat, HUGE f'in pee stain. And smelled like nasty ass cole slaw. And it wasn't even like I could pretend that it wasn't there and ride anyway. So.... I think that's the main reason for my funkdified mood. I just feel gross. I've been eating shit and haven't done anything remotely active in the past month. Not a great way to start off the summer months.

But... at least its something I can change. I'll try to at least attempt to eat some healthy stuff and hopefully get my pants all washed so tomorrow I can ride.

I think that will make me feel better.

Well I'm going to change out of my 'riding' stuff (even though I never really made it out today) and then finish my book. That at least will make me happy because I do so heart Nicholas Sparks....